so follow me down, take this all the way any way you want to

today i am in a very odd mood. i'm in a good mood dont get me wrong, but not entirely happy. little things are annoying the crap out of me and i've been down in the basement since i woke up. alone. its ok, i dont mind. maybe i need the time alone to think or something. i've had the same two songs on repeat for over twenty four hours now but i barely even notice. i now plan to make alex gaskarth my new toy whether he agrees or not. he doesnt really have much say in the matter

anyway, i dont think i'm really in a people mood today. i've barely been online since i've been down here, mostly been playing around in photoshop making some images. i'm ok with the day as it is, i'm happy to be left alone to do whatever it is i'm doing. my mind is ticking away as it usually does is which probably isnt a good thing. i know for a fact there are people talking about me and i know what they're saying. one day maybe they'll realise that my true friends dont hide shit from me and i get told stuff. i doubt it though, i'm just simple adam, cant handle reality and needs to be shielded from everything. i know i act like a juvenile, but i'm not, i'm an adult. maybe its time i started acting like one, then maybe people would get it. i doubt it though. i dont fucking know how to act like an adult