the party scene has got the best of me

ok, its not like this is something i impulsively thought about, its actually something i've thought about for a long time. i dont follow fashion, i wear what i wanna wear and designs that i like. these all happen to come from three different clothing lines, JAGK, glamour kills and clandestine industries. i dont always like the designs though so sometimes i think that i should design my own clothes

so i am

i have a few designs that i've been working on today (even though my shoulder is absolutely killing me - i broke it). i'm pretty proud of myself really. i'd love to actually be able to sell these things, its stuff i'd wear. i showed people a couple of sneeky peeks today and they were well received. i wanna call my line STAY17. i wasnt happy when i was seventeen (i was in a shit relationship and addicted to cocaine), but that age is pretty much where i am now mentally and i'm loving it (for the most part). i feel like i'm seventeen and i wanna stay like it

maybe one day i'll get my designs out there